HONESTLY I CAN'T THINK OF ANY CAPTION- YOU'LL SEE WHY

This is probably going to be like a music mashup; so I will tell all at once.....
                     
                                                                MOVING HOUSE

     For the last few days I have reveled in my space being sorely disorganized and I have come to see the reason why half of the people I know are not great at housekeeping. Now if you know me, the part of me that likes to arrange things to a T, will certainly be the first thing you might write about me if you were ever asked to. In plain English apart from being a mild hypochondriac, for fear of going against what Adejummy said about OCD being a serious mental illness I will say I have a streak of said illness. It hurts my head and heart and stomach to see things disorganized but this whole week I have lived and lived joyously in disarray. Guess what! I am moving house and as difficult as this change will be for me mentally and physically I am hopeful that this might be the first breakthrough for my cure of depression. Finding sleep as been as hard as finding Nemo of late and I have channeled all of my energy pent up I might add to working and working some more. Sue (my mother's other daughter 😃) came around last week and made me feel this Laura Marney quote that says: "no matter who you are or where you are, instincts tells you to go home". Thus since I would rather stick with being the wiser I think it is about time I took a break from work and go home. My Zulu friends will say "Wanetwa mos - remember the road that will lead you home". Change is the biggest catalyst to set me off and maybe just maybe going home will help this time.

                                             
                                       
                                         THE WORLD SETS ME OFF TOO OFTEN

I realized sometime during the week that no matter how far ahead humanity has advanced in its quest for evolution, it would still always feel like we live in the ancient times where tribalism and bigotry trump love and oneness. It still amazes me to no end the kind of world we live in but because I am a plebeian blogger and not a reporter this will die a natural death here. But I think we should accept people for who they are, what they are and where they come from. It's the least thing we were put on this planet for.


        I HAVE NO TAGLINE FOR THIS PART - I JUST NEED TO START A GO FUND ME

With the way, I keep missing job interviews and getting regret mails I might fall back on this plan I have had for a while now. A girl has got to survive and move to a 1st world country but if this keeps up I shall succumb to the dream of creating a go fund me account where GOOGLE and the rest of you'll will sow your rather generous seeds as my bounty to help me survive. The world is too hot and maybe all I need is love that looks like this 💰💰. Be sure to reach out to me to ask how things go in the next few weeks.


MOVING HOUSE EPILOGUE  

I am a bit of a dreamer or what people will call an optimist even though I have been cursed with 'Realism' as a dominant allele so this part is a projection of after I have moved and I am so happy that it turned out to be a wonderful decision and I still get that fortune 500 company job I have been eyeing for a bit. From my mouth to God's ears I need a breakthrough ...

May we all be so full of life and joy, and all the gooey and wonderful feelings we seek in our lives



Your blogger and friend sending you lots of encouragement and love
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